Tuesday, June 30, 2009

blog it up

So anywho...

Im back from a long weekendish time at Countryfest...which was funski. I met montgomery gentry and the whole 9 yards. Took tons of pics and dressed crazy for every show. Which wasnt that crazy since every girl that was there pretty much wore the same too..big or small..lol. the thing that really got me was all the ppl that were dying when i was gone...nothing ever happens when im home, but as soon as im gone....Farrah Fawcett, the King of Pop, and Billy Mayes all die.....they will be sadly missed by all. Oxyclean, the old Charlies Angels, and Thriller will never be the same again....

All I'm thinking about right now is my grandma...its her birthday tomorrow so we are all goin to her mass dedicated to her in the morning. I really miss her and I think about her at the most random times.. It has been 2 months since she passed away...and it still feels like yesterday. I just looked at the clock...just now...so Happy bday gma....i miss u and love u! She would be 88 years old today. wow how time flies....

There is another person that is on my mind too, but I dont want to bring the name up. I really dont know who reads this and little do i know if that person will read this in the future...so its best kept to myself. I am so confused about this person too. They dont give answers when u ask questions. I think its to make me go crazy, which seems to be working.

I'm excited to get my tat done on thurs...with my mom and maybe my aunt betty. So I cant wait...other then that I need to send in a payment on a parking ticket from school which is rediculous and I have to send in all my nursing papers tom...so im all done with that. So much to do in so little time to do it.

Time to hit the hay...

K

Sunday, June 21, 2009

HAVING THE BEST WEEKEND EVER!!

So first off...
Friday was full of working at the farm and milking. Yeah, but the good thing was that I started early to get done early because I made plans with Mariah and Team Jordan (Jordan Weiler and Jordan Freund) to go to Applebees and to the movie Year One. The movie sucked a hard one. It really was bad. Be we all seemed to have a good time. After the movie we decided to head to Auburndale and hit up Shabangers. It was fun until we had to leave. We ended up coming back to my house and "tried" to work my TV in my basement....didn 't figure it out. haha.

Saturday I got up and hand washed my car and my mom's car. I also went to the softball tourney that was going on this whole weekend. It was such a nice day out. I even got a nice little sunburn on my right foot and my back. I got back from the games and I saw the letter that I have been waiting for for the longest time. And it was there, lying on the countertop. Nobody was home, so I took it and I contemplated if I wanted to open it at the table. I finally decided to open it. There were a couple of papers in the envelope, so I was hoping that that was a good thing. I opened the papers halfway, and I saw the word CONGRADULATIONS!!! What did I do??? I bawled...like a little baby. I was so happy. I ran around the house screaming all by myself, since everybody was at church at the time. I sent out a huge group text to almost everyone on my phone about it. I called Mariah first, then my cuz Tiff. I waited patiently until church was over to call my family. I seriously was on cloud 9. I went over to Heather's house, went with her, JJ,Sojka, and Terry to the Drive-In. After that Heather and I and her dad went to the Vogel's grad party. We left after an hour. That is when I went over to Mariah's house where Mike F., Me and Mariah watched a movie. I got a call at 12:30 from Heather saying we should come out to Vogel's again. We went there and I only wanted to stay for an hour or so....but I was there until 3. What an interesting night. lol

Sunday: I'm tired, but I did go to church....and now I'm laying around. I also went to the tourney today.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

A boring Day off...

Well for starters....
Today was so boring...I thought maybe that my day off would be interesting, but really it was nothing. I really wanted to go to eat with Dana...but the turd had to work. jeepers. lol. So I sat around the house until we all went to Rapids (a shit hole of emptiness) and went to walmart. I got some new makeup and went home. Wow interesting huh?! lol Then tonight was the car cruise from Auburndale to Nekossa. I got to drive the 73' Dodge Challenger. Yeah and I love that car. We all stopped at a bar...got some drinks, bullshitted for a while, and then went home.

Later on tonight I realized that I couldn't find my nice sunglasses. I have no idea where they would be. I searched everywhere. I am so frustrated right now....why couldn't I have lost my $5 pair instead of my $140 pair. ARGGG!!!! I really do think that someone stole them. They are always in my purse or my car...and they aren't. I'm pretty irrate about all this.

Nothing else really was interesting since the last time I wrote. I went to plenty of soft/baseball games. I went to see the Hangover...which was great. And I have been working.. I did however have a nice long convo with Cody F. last night about how crazy my life is right now and how f***ed up I am....and I think I am that way because of my last relationship...it seriously made me go crazy....I'm like all stressed, upset, frustrated, bitter, and every other word u could think of. He really does help me when I discuss all my problems with him. I really do enjoy talking to him. Not many like to listen to me. lol

I'm done for the night and if anyone reads this my sunglasses where white Ray Ban's old style.

Monday, June 15, 2009

good times

So...
I guess I haven't written much in a while, but all I can say is that I am happy with it. I guess if I don't find time to write on here that just means that I'm keeping busy, which I like. Last week I went to alot of softball/baseball games for my bro and sis. That really does keep me busy. I'm still trying to stay on schedule for lifting....trying to I guess. I do go for power walks with my mom pretty much every night, so at least I'm doing something. I usually go on here late at night because that is about the only time I have to write and do things on my computer, otherwise I'm either working or somewhere else.

Friday was actually really fun. Tiff and Jake were having a game night and had a couple ppl over. I had everyone play the game What If....which was a blast. But soon the night came to an end and Saturday came running around the corner. I had to push mow in the morning, which never is fun, but I got it done. I actually forgot to say that I had gotten into a heated argument with Mariah (my bf), and I for sure thought that we were going to stay mad at each other for a while....but the next day she called crying and I knew exactly what it was about. I had to call her back as soon as possible. I know how that feels when you really want to talk to someone and they don't answer. I hate it. So the next day we were back to normen...lol. I decided to go to a Neillsville grad party that Cody F. and Katie S. invited me to. I took Mariah with me so I wasn't by myself. We had a BLAST. Dancing and walking around and having no one know you....is seriously great! By 11 we decided to leave which we should have stayed, but Freund was having a party too, so we went there next. I had a good time talking to jordan, but I think Mariah had a hard time with Jake being there. I won't get into the situation, but pretty much Jake is an ass. Enough said. Sunday came and I went to church at the hospital. I haven't been there since my grandma was there. It actually made me tear up when sitting there thinking about her. I miss her so much! Later on my fam, mariah and I went to play tennis and walk around town. It was so hot out...yuck! We got back to my house and started watching the marathon for ANTM. I love that show. Today was a short day. I got up early to go to the church mass dedicated to my grandma. Then I lifted weights and went to town with my mom and sis where we got nothing done. Got back just in time to go feed and milk. Later on Mariah went to my sis's game with me then to the co-ed softball games....The night was finished off with the movie Grand Torino. It was so good. I cryed so much....but enough with that...I'm tired and need to sleep...talk more tomorrow!

K

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Wednesday wackiness

Well I'm just plain out tired....

I worked this morning, which sounded like it was going to be alot harder of a day then it actually was. We had to completely clean the calf barn from head to toe. It went great because I was busy cleaning all the feed buckets (which took a lifetime to clean all of them, so no grime was left behind).

Sunday was goin to be my fishing day. Instead the weather wanted to be difficult and start raining. A friend of mine ask if I wanted to come over to watch some movies. So I was pretty bored, so I drove 45 minutes practically (it feels that way very easily depended on the road. Lets just say that the night didn't go as planned and I became uncomfortable. I slept til 12 the next day and knew I had to work at 2 to go milk cows and feed calves. My week has been filled with work work work and work. Today I got done and combed all the nasty hairs out of both of my dogs. They needed it bad. I then went to my sis's softball game in port edwards...and now I'm tired laying here looking at a stupid screen......

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Not what I wanted for my weekend...:(

BLAH....
So anyways this weekend was not what I expected. I really don't know why I make plans because they always seem to never work out.

Here is my weekend I wanted:
-Saturday was to sleep in and wake up to get ready for Patrick's grad party and a wedding that I was invited to. Then after that I was going to go to a grad party over by Auburndale. And by the way I wanted the weather to be nice and sunny for the whole weekend...why does it have to be nice while I work on the farm and shit rain on me when I have off?? really??

-Sunday was to be strictly for fishing...and that is the whole shebang...

Now here is the weekend I got:

-Saturday I woke up late like I wanted, but it was raining. I texted my friend to see if the whole wedding thing was still on...but nope...(he had good reasons though...I give him that). I later didnt want to go to the grad party near auburndale, so I went to church with my sis and mom and went to eat at crabbys for some great ribs...YUM. I got home talked on my phone and I watched "He's just not that into you" since I bought it. I love/hate that movie....makes me really hate guys thats for sure.

-Sunday it will depend on if it is raining and such....but rite now I'm not sure...I might see the new movie "Up". That one looks so cute and funny...plenty of great movies out right now that I would love to see. I will also go to Pat's grad party because I just found out that it is on Sunday instead of Saturday...my bad. lol

I really didnt mind the weekend as much as how i sounded about it. It is just nice to relax and stuff, but fishing would be an added bonus....

* OH but I did find out that I can meet a performer at Countryfest. Anybody other then Taylor Swift...which isn't a huge deal to me....heck its free...so I'm quite excited for that!!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Thrilling Thursdays (can you here the sarcasm??)

What my day consisted of:

:7:30 dentist appt. with a new dentist at Martin Dentistry. They were all very friendly and the bonus was that my dentist was extremely hot. That is a great add on. lol

:picked up stuff for my mom at wally world and pick n save. I also got lost trying to get to PNS. All the roads are closed, so that really pisses me off.

:11:00 started to haul for chopping.....took break at 5:30....ended at around 10:00. Now I think that is a long day, plus I got burnt....and now I have the craziest tan lines. :(

:Finally got home and took a lovely shower. YUM....it was great....

:Now I'm on here starting to get tired...so goodnight...will talk more later!

K

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

WELLLL
















Today....I drove tractor all day!!!!










Secondly I miss me some eau claire friends!!! :(





Monday, June 1, 2009

Work and not much play..

SOOOO.....
I have been having such weird things happen to me lately. I just don't get all this. Is it like a sign or something? Besides all my messed up things in my life....it has been pretty good so far.
First off Friday, My friends were having a bonfire at 8. I knew that it was going to be fun, but I didn't know that I was going to get ganged up on about being single. I really felt uncomfortable about the whole situation. They kept on and on about how its a good thing for me. BLAH BLAH BLAH! I really have a whole different outlook on relationships then everyone else. They feel that you get tons of freedom ( and sure you do), BUT you don't have that one person there that you feel you can go to whenever and just to be with them, and to know that they love you. Sure they have found that person in their lives and now they get to talk to me about the single life. I know that one of them hasn't been single in a very long time...and I'm pretty sure she wouldn't like it either. Deffinatetly pick on me the single girl....thanks. Gosh I hate it. Plus it was awkward talking about this stuff in front of one of my friends of whom supposedly had a thing for me. Yeah awkward...

Well I guess I can't say that Saturday nite was any better. My friend is with her ex for the billionth time....and everytime that starts up again....who gets put on the backburner?? me. Yep when he wants something from her or just wants her around....she will drop everything in front of her to just go straight to him. Which is so true....so if she reads this.....she cannot say anything about what I wrote because it is all true. We were having a good time that night and all of a sudden she got a text saying he was coming over....and then all of a sudden she wanted to go home. What a coincedence.....this is not the first time this has happened to me.....nope....and you know what??? I should just leave this stuff all go and forget all that had happened....Why is it such a big deal to me??? BECAUSE.....I would NEVER do that to someone when I'm with them. But whatever...I shrug it all off all the time....because I think to myself....she just wants to be with the guy that calls her friend a "whore"....and I'm always there for her when she needs me because I'm a good friend like that. And I treat her good and we don't get into stupid fights like she does with her "manwhore" 24/7. I have said as such to her as I possibly could about how he is to her, but that goes in one ear and out the other. Ok, if you want to be fighting and miserable for the rest of your life with him, by all means you are on the right track. And you know what? I say this all because I care about her and her wellbeing. She needs to start thinking more about herself and less about a boy that is trying to control her life. Sorry I had to rant.

And then there was Sunday. I went to church. Then I did some tiling project for my mom....which was pretty fun I must say. I was outside the whole day...in a swimsuit....and I turned into a lobster....oh boy. It was so nice out tho I just couldn't help it. I also got a call from someone I didn't think would be calling me. He said that he just wanted to talk...and it was actually nice to hear his voice again. We made a plan to go this sunday fishing....I'm excited! I said I couldn't go Saturday because of Pat's grad party and my lovely rendevous with weiler to a wedding reception and a grad party after....lol we will see how this all goes. I later went to Brittany Gudan's bonfire...which was fun too! I got to meet tons of new people...so I was having a blast cooking mallows and hotdogs with Sam Hogue. I think I dominated at mallows...lol. Soon enough the rain came and I left.

Monday...hmmm...well I went to town this morning with my mother. Got a few things and stopped at the bee's to eat. That is where I saw the person that got in the way of everything in the past 2 yrs of my life (won't go into detail because it would take too long). Soon as I saw her...immediately I got a very bad stomachache. I get sick everytime I hear her name and see her anywhere. This stuff shouldn't bother me, but it still stings. O well, one day it will all disappear to the point that I could give 2 shits about it. 2o'clock rolled around pretty fast, which ment it was time to feed calves and milk...and we started chopping hay.....and I'm one of the haulers, so I did that also tonight. Got done at 7:45, got home, washed up, and went to Josh's coed softball game, where I saw people that I really didn't want to see. I'm upset because I really didn't do anything to get this kind of treatment from a person I was so close to at one point. But again....I'm gonna leave that go to.....goto forget about all that stuff.... go on with another day...which tomorrow is going to be long...and all work...:)