Monday, November 9, 2009

Cant even blog.....:(

So i have been super busy with my life lately that i couldnt even blog a bit. Right now i should be doing my ASL homework, but that can wait. I had my lab exam today for Anat 314....it was average....and now after asl class ima study my life away with stats and rels.....got a rels quiz tomorrow and stats test after. After all those things my week will be glorious. I will have nothing but hw to do....no studying. (i probably will study, just not too much.)

Lately on weekends I have been going out to parties and having a good ole time. I mean this year is so different then last yr. I was the DD last year...(the little goodie goodie)...didnt want to get my feet dirty sort of thing. This year I am having a blast and enjoying everyday.....since I wont be here much longer....:( Ill be leaving for the Marshfield site for the nursing program this next semester. I am gonna miss so many of my friends.

On the subject of friends, this year i have noticed that our large friend group has split up into at least two groups....and i really dont like it. The one friend that i was close to last sem. does even act the same around me anymore. Its all different. she is with other ppl, which is fine, but I just dont understand how she can act weird around me.......what did i do to deserve this? The ones i still hang out with have noticed the same thing too. So we just decided instead of getting into fights and such....to just ignore her.....or just stay away. Its the nicer way of solving things. idk im sick of drama....i had to deal with enough drama from HS. Im done with that crap.
I guess all i can say is....ill miss the friends that i talk to and miss me back....and i will for sure come visit them!!!!! :D

i would love to talk about how stats is the worst class in the world, but i dont want to waste my breath on it....lol.

i could also rant about guy stuff, but i did enough of that to my friends here and mariah....lol i no one thing.......that my problem is i like guys that dont like me....and guys that like me i dont like them in that way...so either way im screwed....lol...but thats life...u deal.
I think the last thing that i complained about with guys was that i had tons of guyfriends that i liked only as guyfriends.....but most of them turned over to wanting more....then it was my duty to tell them i couldnt see them in that way....as a result of all this crap...i really dont have many guyfriends anymore...:( which i am very upset about.

all i want is for this semester to be over so i can start in with classes that matter and start a new somewheres else....although i will miss so many ppl here.

K