Man its been a good year since I was last on here jotting things down about what I have been up to. I guess my life has been super busy that I can't seem to find anytime to break away from reality and relax to spill my thoughts onto here. I am still in nursing school (thank goodness) and still tearing out my hair because of it. It is a very challenging major, but when I get on the floor for clinicals......school becomes so worth it. Making my residents/patients happy is what I live for. This next semester I was told that I am going to help with birthing a baby. That is amazing! I can't believe that in a year and a half......I will be graduated with my bachelors degree in nursing. How serial is that?! Today I just started my winterim class....and not looking forward to it. I will be happy once it is all over with. The only problem is that it is taking away my 3 weeks of freedom before I have to go back to my fulltime classes at the hospital. Summer can't come fast enough! The only thing about summer this year is that I am trying to get an internship here at st. Joe's for nursing. I am praying that I am excepted into the program. This program is going to be taking up a good 8 weeks of my summer freedom as well, but I'll be making well needed money with it though and also tons of new experience on the job.
These days I tend to go to the bars and such (since im 21). I do enjoy getting out and having a good time. I also have met alot of ppl while out at night. This year I will be trying to stay away from the bars while in school to do the best I can during these semesters. I am just so glad to be done with my junior year fall semester......that was hell. Everything about it was bad. I had so many issues with that semester....im glad its over with. Now its a clean slate and a new year to start differently.
I will be starting my exercising program also.
My plan is to be very organized with exercising, school work and readings, and keeping a sane life at that also.
Tomorrow I have to get up early because the vet is coming. That means I have to be there early to separate cows.....to be checked if they are pregnant or not. I actually like this job.....it sure is dirty and messy, but I find it fun!
I'm going to try to keep this blog up from now on......try is the key word.
K
Monday, January 3, 2011
Thursday, January 7, 2010
miss....busy body..
this is from the only party i was at over break...it was new years...lol and im all wet with DA!!soooo....
I have been uber busy since the last time i wrote anything down on here, so lets rant a bit. Well I dont really have much negative things to say, so that must be a good sign. I've been pretty happy with how my life is right now, but every now and then i do get a bad day. Like today, I was looking for my favorite sweater from express....and I remembered that i last wore it at a party at stevens. I must have left it there...:( so i was upset with that....
I want to talk about the day on got home from my last day at EC. I was sooooo excited to get all my shit in my car and take everything home!! finally i made it home...and no one was around. I knew my mom was working, so i didnt unpack my car and just sat in the living room reading a mag. waiting for her to come home. when mom got home she gave me a big hug and took my hand....and led me to my room. she asked me if i went in there yet and i said no. so she told me to close my eyes and open them when she said to. When she said to open my eyes...i almost cried....my room was painted with a faux finish.....the walls look amazing and the ceiling has an amazing stencil around my chandelliere lighting....like its a crown for it. its like something u would see in one of the parade of homes homes. The first thing i thought when i looked at my room was....awww Mave did this...i love it. I feel that mave is the best at doing any style of painting....her work is amazing.
One thing i thought i was gonna do alot of when i got home was party. which i only did once. I prob should stay away from drinking for a while.....but i did start watching wat i eat and i did start exercising....its my new years resolution to lose 10 lbs. and tone up.
boys: this category is still vacant....but i guess that can be a good thing!
Next semester: i will be starting at marshfield for the nursing program so im pumped for that. I may go all the way for a nurse practitionar if i feel like it. Now instead of an extra 2 yrs its now a doctorate....so 4 yrs, but i feel if i want it that bad i can have it! Im excited for the new stuff to come and for all the new memories to be made. but i will miss EC greatly!! :(
ima go to bed.....work tomorrow and a full body massage after!!!! cant wait!!!
K
Monday, November 9, 2009
Cant even blog.....:(
So i have been super busy with my life lately that i couldnt even blog a bit. Right now i should be doing my ASL homework, but that can wait. I had my lab exam today for Anat 314....it was average....and now after asl class ima study my life away with stats and rels.....got a rels quiz tomorrow and stats test after. After all those things my week will be glorious. I will have nothing but hw to do....no studying. (i probably will study, just not too much.)
Lately on weekends I have been going out to parties and having a good ole time. I mean this year is so different then last yr. I was the DD last year...(the little goodie goodie)...didnt want to get my feet dirty sort of thing. This year I am having a blast and enjoying everyday.....since I wont be here much longer....:( Ill be leaving for the Marshfield site for the nursing program this next semester. I am gonna miss so many of my friends.
On the subject of friends, this year i have noticed that our large friend group has split up into at least two groups....and i really dont like it. The one friend that i was close to last sem. does even act the same around me anymore. Its all different. she is with other ppl, which is fine, but I just dont understand how she can act weird around me.......what did i do to deserve this? The ones i still hang out with have noticed the same thing too. So we just decided instead of getting into fights and such....to just ignore her.....or just stay away. Its the nicer way of solving things. idk im sick of drama....i had to deal with enough drama from HS. Im done with that crap.
I guess all i can say is....ill miss the friends that i talk to and miss me back....and i will for sure come visit them!!!!! :D
i would love to talk about how stats is the worst class in the world, but i dont want to waste my breath on it....lol.
i could also rant about guy stuff, but i did enough of that to my friends here and mariah....lol i no one thing.......that my problem is i like guys that dont like me....and guys that like me i dont like them in that way...so either way im screwed....lol...but thats life...u deal.
I think the last thing that i complained about with guys was that i had tons of guyfriends that i liked only as guyfriends.....but most of them turned over to wanting more....then it was my duty to tell them i couldnt see them in that way....as a result of all this crap...i really dont have many guyfriends anymore...:( which i am very upset about.
all i want is for this semester to be over so i can start in with classes that matter and start a new somewheres else....although i will miss so many ppl here.
K
Lately on weekends I have been going out to parties and having a good ole time. I mean this year is so different then last yr. I was the DD last year...(the little goodie goodie)...didnt want to get my feet dirty sort of thing. This year I am having a blast and enjoying everyday.....since I wont be here much longer....:( Ill be leaving for the Marshfield site for the nursing program this next semester. I am gonna miss so many of my friends.
On the subject of friends, this year i have noticed that our large friend group has split up into at least two groups....and i really dont like it. The one friend that i was close to last sem. does even act the same around me anymore. Its all different. she is with other ppl, which is fine, but I just dont understand how she can act weird around me.......what did i do to deserve this? The ones i still hang out with have noticed the same thing too. So we just decided instead of getting into fights and such....to just ignore her.....or just stay away. Its the nicer way of solving things. idk im sick of drama....i had to deal with enough drama from HS. Im done with that crap.
I guess all i can say is....ill miss the friends that i talk to and miss me back....and i will for sure come visit them!!!!! :D
i would love to talk about how stats is the worst class in the world, but i dont want to waste my breath on it....lol.
i could also rant about guy stuff, but i did enough of that to my friends here and mariah....lol i no one thing.......that my problem is i like guys that dont like me....and guys that like me i dont like them in that way...so either way im screwed....lol...but thats life...u deal.
I think the last thing that i complained about with guys was that i had tons of guyfriends that i liked only as guyfriends.....but most of them turned over to wanting more....then it was my duty to tell them i couldnt see them in that way....as a result of all this crap...i really dont have many guyfriends anymore...:( which i am very upset about.
all i want is for this semester to be over so i can start in with classes that matter and start a new somewheres else....although i will miss so many ppl here.
K
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
soooo long ago...
MAN.....
It has been since god knows when since the last time i was on here. I really did miss it. School and other things have been taking over my life like nuts....already stressing out! yuck. I cant believe that this is the last semester here in EC. Im already missing it. ha. My life has been pretty interesting since the last time i wrote....
I have gone to 2 weddings the past 2 weeks. I LOVE weddings...especially when u have a date that gets u drinks and wants to dance with u. Which i love to do. Its just so much fun! I actually took my grandpa as my date for the last wedding, but left later with my friend. This friend of mine is just hard to explain. I like and i dont like him......y is everything so damn difficult?? I just need to take things day by day. and not worry so much....
Homecoming weekend is coming soon!!! looking forward to a good time. Not looking forward to wat happened to me last time i partied......dont want that to ever happen ever again. disgusting!!
Right now im in bed and thinking about my classes and thinking about how i need to be up in under 8 hours.....for RELS class....which is boring anyways.
I really am in the anti boy thing right now......i have way too much trouble with guys. which sucks.......
So ima go look for a cute dress for the wedding coming up on the 24th. I need to look good! haha
i need sleep. talk later
K
It has been since god knows when since the last time i was on here. I really did miss it. School and other things have been taking over my life like nuts....already stressing out! yuck. I cant believe that this is the last semester here in EC. Im already missing it. ha. My life has been pretty interesting since the last time i wrote....
I have gone to 2 weddings the past 2 weeks. I LOVE weddings...especially when u have a date that gets u drinks and wants to dance with u. Which i love to do. Its just so much fun! I actually took my grandpa as my date for the last wedding, but left later with my friend. This friend of mine is just hard to explain. I like and i dont like him......y is everything so damn difficult?? I just need to take things day by day. and not worry so much....
Homecoming weekend is coming soon!!! looking forward to a good time. Not looking forward to wat happened to me last time i partied......dont want that to ever happen ever again. disgusting!!
Right now im in bed and thinking about my classes and thinking about how i need to be up in under 8 hours.....for RELS class....which is boring anyways.
I really am in the anti boy thing right now......i have way too much trouble with guys. which sucks.......
So ima go look for a cute dress for the wedding coming up on the 24th. I need to look good! haha
i need sleep. talk later
K
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Feeling the way i should feel
Right now....
I seriously have realized so much in one summer. I truly am extremely happy with the way my life is right at this moment. Mariah and I had a HUGE conversation about relationship stuff on the way home tonight from brits aunts house. We really have deep conversations about the most random things. I think the one thing that made me think about my life was a special little text from a special someone that had a few a couple nights ago. It read, "I love my life, don't you love yours?" I of course laughed at first, but then quickly realized that it wasn't that funny. It was such a deep question. I really thought about that for the longest time. Now that I have thought it through, I realize that my life is going on a great path right now. My schooling is going the exact path I wanted it to go down, I love my family and being with them, I have a flippin job, which I am greatful for, and I'm happily single for the moment.lol I'm just waiting for right one to come knocking on my door one of these days. I just don't want to mess up with getting into another bad relationship again. I am changing my ways....and is taking it all slow....the way it should be done. Getting to know the guy before you get into any relationship mumbo gumbo...
Tomorrow is going to be a FULL day of work at the farm. We start chopping early because of the rainy day we had and the rainy days to come...:( But I don't mind if I'm on a john deere the whole day. I would rather drive a tractor, then a handful of other things.
I also have a ton of things I would like to get done, calling for certain appt like my tattoo checkup to see if it needs any touchups, spending time with my bro and sis before school, and my mom/daughter time together. I also still need to pack up all my EC things. Even though I'm only staying for a semester.....I still have tons of things to bring.
I seriously can't believe that my Stats professor is already sending out emails....yuck not looking forward to homework and tests....but excited to see my friends and have a good time!!!
K
I seriously have realized so much in one summer. I truly am extremely happy with the way my life is right at this moment. Mariah and I had a HUGE conversation about relationship stuff on the way home tonight from brits aunts house. We really have deep conversations about the most random things. I think the one thing that made me think about my life was a special little text from a special someone that had a few a couple nights ago. It read, "I love my life, don't you love yours?" I of course laughed at first, but then quickly realized that it wasn't that funny. It was such a deep question. I really thought about that for the longest time. Now that I have thought it through, I realize that my life is going on a great path right now. My schooling is going the exact path I wanted it to go down, I love my family and being with them, I have a flippin job, which I am greatful for, and I'm happily single for the moment.lol I'm just waiting for right one to come knocking on my door one of these days. I just don't want to mess up with getting into another bad relationship again. I am changing my ways....and is taking it all slow....the way it should be done. Getting to know the guy before you get into any relationship mumbo gumbo...
Tomorrow is going to be a FULL day of work at the farm. We start chopping early because of the rainy day we had and the rainy days to come...:( But I don't mind if I'm on a john deere the whole day. I would rather drive a tractor, then a handful of other things.
I also have a ton of things I would like to get done, calling for certain appt like my tattoo checkup to see if it needs any touchups, spending time with my bro and sis before school, and my mom/daughter time together. I also still need to pack up all my EC things. Even though I'm only staying for a semester.....I still have tons of things to bring.
I seriously can't believe that my Stats professor is already sending out emails....yuck not looking forward to homework and tests....but excited to see my friends and have a good time!!!
K
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
yeah yeah yeah
so anywho...
im just so happy/sad/baffled/determined.....with my life right now. Seriously, I really am just straight out boggled. My life these days has been a complete 360 from the past 4 yrs of my life. I really am enjoying my life a whole lot more now then before. I appreciate more things in life, and finally get to worry about myself and myself only for once. the one thing that is for sure a positive in my life right now is that im meeting SO many new ppl. I truely enjoy that.
today: Worked at the farm about the whole day. Got done and as i was driving up my driveway....something hits my right side of my car hard. i thought that is was a rabbit, but it was my dog copper. I was so scared that he for sure was a goner....but he shook it off like it was no big deal. haha and i had no dents on my car!! so I was so happy!
My mom, sis and I went to mtown to get something to eat and to get groceries. We needed them badly. As we were coming home....a raccoon came running out and we hit it. I'm pretty sure that it was a goner. I was pretty sad about it. but my night turned alot better after my lovely conversation with a person I really wanted to talk to. HAHA well lets just say that I got the butterflies in my stomach from it. :) But i cant get too happy just in case nothing works out. so keep the fingers crossed and knock on wood!
Mariah, Evan, and I watched I Love You Man.....boy that sure was funny!!!! i sure liked it!!! til another night! gnite!
K
im just so happy/sad/baffled/determined.....with my life right now. Seriously, I really am just straight out boggled. My life these days has been a complete 360 from the past 4 yrs of my life. I really am enjoying my life a whole lot more now then before. I appreciate more things in life, and finally get to worry about myself and myself only for once. the one thing that is for sure a positive in my life right now is that im meeting SO many new ppl. I truely enjoy that.
today: Worked at the farm about the whole day. Got done and as i was driving up my driveway....something hits my right side of my car hard. i thought that is was a rabbit, but it was my dog copper. I was so scared that he for sure was a goner....but he shook it off like it was no big deal. haha and i had no dents on my car!! so I was so happy!
My mom, sis and I went to mtown to get something to eat and to get groceries. We needed them badly. As we were coming home....a raccoon came running out and we hit it. I'm pretty sure that it was a goner. I was pretty sad about it. but my night turned alot better after my lovely conversation with a person I really wanted to talk to. HAHA well lets just say that I got the butterflies in my stomach from it. :) But i cant get too happy just in case nothing works out. so keep the fingers crossed and knock on wood!
Mariah, Evan, and I watched I Love You Man.....boy that sure was funny!!!! i sure liked it!!! til another night! gnite!
K
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
been busy
well for starters...
im too tired to capitalize my words and do correct punctuationss...but anywho. i have been very busy with life....keeping up with friends, work, school stuff for nursing, and many other crazy things that go on in my life. these days i really dont like goin on fb....because once ur on ur on for good....and its a complete waste of time most of the time. I have sooooooo many things that i could do for the weekend....there are way too many plans for me to figure out which one i do or not. i should just make a list of thinks that i would like to do for fun and the things that i need to do for like chores and such. i already heard that we will be mowing tomorrow and that there is a possiblilty that we might as a family go to lake wazee which is where i was today. I know for next time that i will have to bring some goggles and some more scuba gear. boy that water can look pretty eerie when all murky..... i would say more but im falling asleep!!!
K
im too tired to capitalize my words and do correct punctuationss...but anywho. i have been very busy with life....keeping up with friends, work, school stuff for nursing, and many other crazy things that go on in my life. these days i really dont like goin on fb....because once ur on ur on for good....and its a complete waste of time most of the time. I have sooooooo many things that i could do for the weekend....there are way too many plans for me to figure out which one i do or not. i should just make a list of thinks that i would like to do for fun and the things that i need to do for like chores and such. i already heard that we will be mowing tomorrow and that there is a possiblilty that we might as a family go to lake wazee which is where i was today. I know for next time that i will have to bring some goggles and some more scuba gear. boy that water can look pretty eerie when all murky..... i would say more but im falling asleep!!!
K
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